Hi Neek, last week was an interesting week. I was clearly tested by an higher power which only leads me to believe I need to become a stronger person. They’re somethings I might have to give up in the process that might either make me highly stressful or more business minded. How important is friendship? I bounce around that question a lot only because trust is  something I need to work on. I over think everything which makes it harder to think clearly. The plans I make for the future is rather sketchy only because I havent did the ground work. I lack resources and the drive.  (“lack of ambition, so wack” - Jay-z) I don’t know whats worse not knowing your problems or not knowing where to start. Either way sleep is not an option right now, even though its needed I’ve wasted too much time. I have a lot of things I want to work on which includes another person. I need to get out of that habit of depending on other people to do things. I want this to work and the only way it will work is if I am handling business. Hurry Up This Way Again I need to restore the feeling & the passion I had for this.

(This was written on February 22nd)