“Don’t ever fix your lips like collagen, then say something were you gone end up apolog’n”. Ahhhh, I feel so alive.. like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I promised myself that I will never be broke again. I own the biggest broom and one of the biggest rug so when I meet a problem, issue or any task that I can’t fix I start sweeping. No one told me that one day all these issues will build up and that big rug you purchased will start to shrink. Do You Take Me Seriously? Be Honest! I’ve allowed myself to fall deep but have yet to stand up. I forgot what “not giving a fuck” feels like. I need to restore the feeling. I have dreams & goals to chase. I have money & respect to earn. PROGRESS will be made even if I have to cut the world off lock myself in a room and speak life into my MICROPHONE! No Bitch, I’m no rapper nor am I a R&B singer my talent is talking shit, the truth & pure random ignorance. I hope to make the world cringe everytime my microphone is on. I hope to bring LIFE into this profession. My new plan is to find the perfect team, a “Kollectiv” that plans to go hard everytime they have the chance to. Everything I say will happen will happen, EVERYTHING!
the moon is full. and so is ur belly. full of henny and pespi one. ya. gross mixture. I kno. of course u and ur bestest opposite sex friend are gonna make-out. not only is this upcome’n make-out session a horrible idea. but this tongue to tongue action is goin to bring ur once great friendship to the end of the rode. boys ii men style. and I have 2 reasons why. #1. mix’d signals. ok to start there was already attraction there. just never act’d on it right? ya. a good percentage of males won’t befriend a girl they aren’t attract’d to or wouldn’t be wit themselves. woman on the other hand can and will be friends wit a swaggerless male but only because she knows she won’t hit on. (believe it or not some woman like breaks from the constant “can I get ur # ma”). wit all that understood, kiss’n on someone u already have a emotionally attachment wit, can and will lead to someone want’n more then the kiss after the drunken night is over. ie: another kiss, sex, or even to date one another. if those feelings aren’t felt from both parties the end is near. or much closer then u think. Second and last point. it’s simple. Friendship. yep friendship. it’s so hard to find opposite sex friendship. they give u that other perspective. that much need’d point of view from their previous experiences. very necessary. understand’n the liquor has cloud’d ur judgement, clear it up by call’n ur ex instead of ruin’n a good thing. “Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”
Pressed up against the balcony glass door, “you gotta push it harder” (thats what she said). Cold as a bitch, i wasted no time to embrace the 9 degree weather to blow down. Scenery always has a complex detailed finish. a flat basketball, a couple houses & a pool thats closed off. To most it seems like a paradise lost but to us its sets the perfect stage for a meeting with Miss Green Eyes. She always seem to go to TRiL first, even though I just spent the last 5 minutes sweet talking her. As they speak quietly I wait for the bad bitch who never gets mad when I fall asleep on her to show me what she’s made for. I’m never jealous, I mean we never shared a bitch but this one was different. It felt right, even though Sin think its a sin, we always lived by the saying “theres no sin bigger than the next” I can tell TRiL is in love with the bitch, I mean shit I love her too but with them two its different, I keep reading between the lines like maybe he needs her more than I do. Shit I cheat on the bitch anyway, and can tell she hates the taste of Patron but it allows me to get the proper rest. “as i reflect & flick the ashes” I become sidetracked, no longer thinking about this brawd in front of me but more where life is going, I swear she always got me thinking about life, food & well life. brb, its all interrupted by a couple coughs….
I don’t want 2010 to be a repeat of 2009 PERIOD! I can seriously say everyday feels like a waste. I am the type of person who actually make plans to plan my life. Did I lose you yet? “My greatest enemy, is my inner me” – Lupe Fiasco. I thought finding your purpose in life was the hardest thing to do. It has been 2 or 3 Years wasted. I often wonder where would I be if I buckled down and just put forth the effort to make my dreams possible. I keep thinking about going back to school not full time but to take a business & marketing class to help me better put “The Kollectiv” in a better position. “Baby, we shouldnt put all our eggs in one basket” Neek planted that in my head so I’ve been searching for another outlet. I’ve always seem to dig myself in a hole I just hope this time I come out clean.
Even though we’re a Kollectiv, I can’t be scared to LEAD. – J. Wallace
As the rap game changes TRiL feels no need to adapt. After dropping his first group album “Starting Off Ill” with Rapper/Gaming Editor Agony (A.B Fraiser) of http://thekoalition.com he took a two year break from rap not just to perfect his craft but to live. The NJ based artist started rapping at the age of 15 influenced mainly by DMX, Redman &Wu-Tang. He’s now working alongside with Producer and long time friend FHeatBeats to restore feeling into NJ Hip Hop. FHeatBeats is a witty producer also from NJ who created a new sound that steers away from tacky simple outdated sample formats. His complex beats and gritty melody is not at all for people with dull ears. It’s About Time will set a higher standard for underground NJ music and artist will be forced to either hang it up or find a plan B.
Rapper TRiL speaking on his upcoming project with producer FHeatBeats entitled “It’s About Time” dropping in 2010, the state of Jersey hip hop and much more. Stay tuned.
DISCLAIMER: I don’t condone underage drug activity of any kind, think wise.
Please, don’t disturb this GROOVE! Marijuana the lifestyle not the drug. This beautiful woman which stands with others only to be clipped off, smoked, brewed or sold will always have a bad rep. Studies have shown that Miss Mary J is not as harmful as the Government portrays it to be. Shes never needed but always wanted. Her addiction to make your day as stressless as possible leads me to believe that having her around is never an upset. Shes often passed around forcing a small group of people to reflect on happier times. Food, Music or anything you indulge in on a regular basis will seem 10x better. With this lifestyle comes responsibilities that I take seriously. She never gets in the car with me and before a session with her I take her out to eat. The first day I met her I was rather goofy, like any first date would be. She taught me how to expand my creativity level to new heights. I was rather forgetful, nervous and stumbling over my words for the first couple of minutes but would never forget her name. She told me she knew TRiL and how she helped him relieve stress. I thought to myself damn this is my first date and shes already cheating Lol. I won’t say she’ll be around forever but before me and her say our goodbyes I must tell her how I feel.
“When you smoke the herb, it reveals you to yourself.”
- Bob Marley
Heaven or Hell? Club or Netflix? deciding is so hard now and days. At first u don’t wanna seem like a party animal, but in the same sense how are you going to find that lovely drunk one night stand that our inner hornball craves? Ok fine! Maybe that’s just for me and most males. but u get my drift? Balance’n the so-called “you time” that u get when u stay home on Friday night, with shots and fist pumps in the club is quite a task. There is no happy medium. and that goes for either gender. It’s all on a Friday to Friday basis. Some days a female has had a run-in wit her ex, whom she hates to no end. and that hate will translate into “girl I need a drink!” or that male will bump into his ex girl, who he still loves, and realized if he hadn’t partied so much they would still be together. so out comes the xbox, extra emo music, and phone on silent. my point is judge’n one another for which ever one they pick is wrong. we all need that Carl Thomas night but at the same time we need that Gucci Mane “party party party” flow just as much. too much one side will make u less acceptable to change. change is very need’d so much in this ever change’n world that we like to call life. embrace it. live for it. besides, u change ur crusty panties everyday. y not give ur lifestyle a new pair of boxer briefs every once and a while. “He who rejects change is the architect of decay. The only human institution which rejects progress is the cemetery.” ~Harold Wilson. great quote. and I’m gone like the wind.
Don Imus, Howard Stern & the late great Petey Greene. I follow their careers from begining to end. Anyone who knows about these three pioneers of TALK RADIO knows how their listeners hated but couldn’t bare to change the station. I will push the button everytime a microphone is in front of me. I will make sure never to bite my tongue and always say whats on my mind. “The Halftime Report” will consist of different topics that I will speak on for atleast 15 minutes. I mastered the art of being random. To some its a form of rambling to me its pure genius. I take the Radio business very seriously. I see new comers who are doing it not understanding how far it has come. I can’t stress how much I want this to happen for me or how I would do just about anything to protect my dreams. Cut from the same cloth I embraced the past but it has to change for the future.
“I’m no lame, and you’re gonna know my name,
before I go the worlds gon feel my pain” – Shawn C. Carter
